Thoughts

May. 7th, 2011 07:44 pm
house_gembell: (Em: Sad)
This is a sad bit of entry today - I got to writing on 750 words about George, figured I'd post it here.

under a cut due to talk of death )
house_gembell: Drawing of a young woman with wavy dark auburn hair and black, square rimmed glasses. (Em)
First off, happy birthday to Beth - if it weren't for her, none of us would be here. So, yeah, happy birthday, Kitten. Here's to many more.

Second off, the horrendous combination of Blackstreet's "Don't Leave Me Girl" and seeing that Unami had joined Multorum Animos (and therefore seeing Kyte's face) is making me a little... heartsore, I guess is the best way to describe it. Sure, neither of us are falling apart anymore, but it doesn't stop me from missing the way things were. I dunno, it feels awkward on my end sometimes. *sighs* Time to hunt down the ice cream again. And Guin's not around to distract me from being a mope. Urgh.

At least there'll be birthday cake later, even though it's not technically mine. I guess we all party today, though, at least Ell and I - George, for understandable reasons, is MIA. We're thinking of him today. Bittersweet kind of day, actually. Cake and moping. Lovely combination.

Beth wonders what he was like, what kind of brother he would have been. We at least know he cares - otherwise he wouldn't have made himself known to us, right? He would have just continued to be phantom sensations and memories that aren't ours.

Okay, back to packing before we all get weepy. That'd be a sucky way to spend a birthday - crying. Then again, Beth spent my birthday back in 2000 crying her eyes out. Yeah. Okay. Enough of this. *trots off to pack boxes*

O_O

Apr. 5th, 2011 09:56 pm
house_gembell: Drawing of a young woman with wavy dark auburn hair and black, square rimmed glasses. (Em)
George hugged me today.

Just came up right behind me and hugged me.

Wow. This is pretty huge, you guys. Usually he just sits in the corner and just... watches. But today, I got a hug. I don't even know what it means, him hugging me. Maybe someday one of us will get him to talk. When Ellie comes around again, she could give it a try. I mean, she's so warm and inviting, everyone warms up to her. Even the husband likes her. Hrm... maybe next time she's here, I'll ask.

Other than the hug, nothing interesting's been happening today. No class today, and the rest of the week is looking pretty easy. I just wish it would effing STOP RAINING. I want to ride our bike, but riding in the rain sucks. Not to mention today it snowed. SNOWED. In APRIL. Eff that noise.

-Em

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